you're wierd, you're unique, you're a dork.

Things that hit me the hardest are things that I used to love and people who I still do. I was reading old e-mails, old texts that would remind me how much I loved someone; I find myself wondering if you read my blogs, remember me or even love me. I read that you would never stop loving me and that you would never forget me. Truth is; I'm scared and I can't get you off my mind.

Xxo Leeser

Stay golden.

To who ever you're missing.

It's funny how much you can miss someone.

 How much you realize you depended on them or even how much they  made you happy until their gone.

Maybe not forever but for a while.

It hurts' and it stings.

 It will for a while until you can smile and look back without crying and smile remembering that they will come back. 

 One day and then you will show them just how much you missed them; you might just have to wait and be patient.

 

 

xoxo Mel.

 

Stay Golden.

 &

Be Amazing.

New places

Usually moving new places is hard.

Lets' be honest.

ONe: you have to make new friends.

TWo: you need a Job

THREe: Making new friends is hard

FOUr: You kinda have to like the place.

 

Well ladies and gentle men;

 I have done all of the above! It may have taken all summer, but I have Accomplished it and it makes me pretty happy.

Making new friends can be tricky especially if you are a senior in high school, but its not impossible.

In fact, the word itself says " I'm Possible" coincidence?

 I think not.

 Anyway..

If you can make at least one new friend the day you start you are off in the right direction :)

All you have to do is be happy and enjoy the experience instead of dreading it; Because think about it, if you're going to go into a new place, chances are people aren't going to make the first move, but if you make the first move to talk to someone they must just think..... " hey, this girls pretty cool...." then BAM new friend.

I went into it thinking this way, not really worried about the people who already have their groups of friends because from the first day I decided that this year is going to be awesome.

Because I believe  I'm going to be awesome.

hehe

So far I love where I am.

I love my school...

I love my friends...

I love put up with my job....

plus I'm loving my house.

because for once it's starting to feel like a home again.

WoooHooo!

 

anyway.

 

Leeser.

 

Stay Golden  xxo

 



Hello!

Well. Hello there.

My life is a twisting, twirling, upsidedown-going, rollarcoaster.

I'de say it's a mess, but lets be honest; rollarcoasters are funner and much much more stressful.

These past few months are a blur.

I'm my own superhero and I'm in the process of becoming Simply amazing.

My life is going to be how I want it to be, even if it turns out difforent then I plan it.

  Go ahead figure that one out.

My  20  year plan is to be Awsome. That's all. To be Awsome.

Why? Because that much is in my control.

I do want to go to collage but I have no idea what for.

I want a relationship. But I'm in  no hurry

I want to be happy and I'm headed in the right direction. I am Happy.

Be happy with me.

& stay golden.