Always Stay True to Yourself

I love how I'm starting to know who I am.

Well I always have known but the lines are getting clear.

I know the people that I like and the people that I don't.

I try my best to stay mature and to think positive thoughts. I know my limits and how far I will go to get what I want. I know what I have Tolerance for and what I don't. I don't do drugs and I don't drink.

I Think that's a good start. Don't you?

I'm almost 17 and  for one I can say I don't care to try either of those right now. Because I am  better then that.

 I have learned that no matter how hard life gets drinking is not the answer and even as low as it may get drugs aren't either.

That's the last thing i need.

To not be in control of my body.

I want to be the best person that I can be and if people don't like that then they don't like it.

They can do what they want and I'll do what i want. It's always been like that.

I don't like what people do then.... well...  its whatever.

I have a friend who I thought was awesome. I thought that she was TOTALLY different then all my other friends ( which she is)  and i thought that we could be best friends...  But. As I watched her, I learned that I didn't want to be anything like her. I noticed that I am who I am for a reason; and that people will like me for who i am. I don't need to change, not for anyone, not for any boy just so they will like me. I have made the friends that I have because I am being me. The friends that I have made because I wasn't myself; well those " friends"  haven't stayed around. I am tired of being someone elles just to please other people when I'm the one that's not happy.  To me that's the most important thing. To be happy with myself.

I like to watch people, not in the creeper way but when I'm just by myself i notice how people act and how they talk to others. I notice how some girls have dirty mouths and they talk about them selfs how they think things are completely ridiculous or something and I'm there thinking if i were a guy...  just wow. haha

I don't really swear. every once in a while  but it's not me to be swearing every other word. I have a bigger vocab then that ;)

Don't down grade yourselves ladies.

Remember to Stay True. & Stay.Golden.